The End.   
02:45pm 10/05/2007
 
mood: amused
music: Retarded Love. - DRK.
New LiveJournal.
I might use this one once inna while.
/shrug.

Last real post before I go,



slut - Show Spelled Pronunciation [sluht]

–noun

1. a dirty, slovenly woman.
2. an immoral or dissolute woman; prostitute.

Props to www.dictionary.com

Fyi,
I'm not dirty, or slovenly, or a prostitute.
And I haven morals,
So, I'm obviously not a slut,
So, shut your goddamn mouth when you don't know what you're talking about, imbecilessss.
 
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Girl it girl, Get it, Get it girl.   
02:00pm 02/05/2007
 
music: WiND iT UP. - GWEN STEFANi.
Shit's been pretty good lately I suppose.
My party was pretty good for the most parts.
I got to see people I hadn't chilled with much lately.
Except for Carl and Sean and Matt not being able to go,
Cuz of how the date got changed.
ANd Don & eidolon didn't make it cuz Don's ride,
which was Eidolon, got fucked up or something.
And Matt was Don's ride in the first place,
But he couldn't go either because the date of it got changed.
But whatev, it's all cool.

I dunno what I was even gonna update about anymore.
But, I'm happy with most shit.
So it's all good.

And I've been hanging out with people I haven't usually hungout with lately.
Likkeeee, I got to hangout with Holly and Dan Turbert and COdy and CHris Skaltsas the other dayyy.
And we went to matt's grandmas for a little bit.
EVERYONE was there, it was crazy.
Matt, Chris, Dan, VInny, Brian, Earl, Victor, Mike, Dylan, madd heads.
And then yesterday I went to Matt's grandmas againnn.
And hungout with Mark, Matt, Dan B, and Mario0o0o0o.
And we walked to try and get Victorrrr, so I got to see CaraCama too, heh.

ANd I've been trying to do better with this whole school issue as well.
I've gone the past 2 days.
ANd I actually listened to my P.O, Kati, and I try not being a bitch to Mrs Ferjiejalka.
Even though I love it, hah.
I'll still argue with her sometimes, cuz it's fun, just not 24/7 everytime I see her. ;]
And I've actually been doing school work and writing on papers in school.! ;o
CRAAAAAAZiNESS, hah.

Madd concerts and shit coming up.
Strange Noize tour is gonna be sickkkkkk.
I wanna see how shits gonna go though.
Cuz its totally touring MA, and CT 8/8 and 8/10.
And The Gathering is like 8/9-8/12, or something like that.
Hehhh.

Z0MG. THere's going to be a little Debiase running around.
In Mr D's words, hahahhaa.
I can't wait.
I hope it's a girl.
Steph and I are totally gonna' babysit for him too.
It's gonna' be great. haha.

And our end of homebound party, was totally supposed to be when homebound ended.
But now he wants to wait till School's over.
So there's like what.. 5 weeks of school left.?
Somethin' like that, It'll be fun though.

Anyways, I <3 my kitty.
Chris basically named her Lela.
Cuz it was onna list of names I'd picked for her.
And I guess it's kinda' stuck now.
So yeah, she's so adorable.
I love her so much.

I have probation in 40 min.
Blahhhhh.
And I'm totally gonna' be givin' her dirty piss again.
But I stopped smoking after my party.
I actually stopped after 420.
But then I smoked @ my party.
But I stopped again.
-.-;
It's like getting rediculous.
I don't wanna go to the drug classes really.
Like, I would, cuz it'd be interesting.
But like, I don't have the time.
It'd take up moreeee of my time.
And I like hanging out with my boyfriend.
And I've started hanging out with old friends again.
Sooo yeah.
Plus it helps that I hangout with more people that don't smoke now, Lol.
Insteada just being around it 24/7.
Which is also fun.
But cuz of probation I just can't, lol.

rofl. sif uploaded the cartoon drk vid on myspace.
i love it, it's great, watch it, love it.

Not2smartoon

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hahaha and im gonna end this with that
cuz it's 2:30
and i gotta go get rdy to go to probation.
i'll update later or something.
 
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kittykittykittttyyy.   
05:54pm 22/04/2007
 
mood: drained
music: tv.
I've had a really good weekend basically.
I smoked so much fucking pot this weekend.
Mainly on 420, from when it started / ended.
Lol. I was so fucking stoned, the whole time.
I'll probably update better later..
THen my sister had a birthday party the day after 420,
On Saaaturrdaaay.
ANd by then, everyone was just madd beat from 420 as it was.
But whatever, it was her 20th birthday, i partied for her regardless. :)
Also puked. Yummmmmmmmmmm. Hah.
So now everything's just catching up on me.
And I'm crashing.
I pretty much crashed yesterday too,
But I took an addie and was straight.
But then I drank a shitload.
So today I'm fucking done.
And I was totally supposed to bring my sister to Toads Place tonight.
Cuz today's her 20th birthday.
And I was gonna bring her to Toads cuz she wanted to see From Autumn To Ashes.
So if that was the case still, I'd totally have to pop another addie to even be alive by then.
Plus it's a concert.
THis is rediculous.
But whatever, We're so not even going today.
I'm gonna take her to a different concert, a better one, Lol.
KMK is totally coming back, WITH TECHN9NE. and subnoizesouljaz and blaze ya dead homie.
hell fucking yes.
sick ass tour.
VIP package sounds madd good, but i dunno if id be able to pay the $150 for it.
cuz i'm totally gonna go broke from all these concerts im going to.
besides the fact, theyre coming to the webster in hartford,
but i think it'd be rly sick to go to the palladium, MA, show. :D!
i'm beat.
i think i'm gonna go laydown and be a bum the rest of today.
pce dude. ♥.

PS, I T0TALLY G0T MY NEW KiTTEN YESTERRDAAAAY.
SHE'S FUCKiNG AD0RABLE.
AND SHE'S MADD FLUFFY.
CUZ SHE'S A L0NGHAiRED KiTTY.
AND SHE'S BLACK &WHiTE.
AND SHE L0VES ME AND I L0VE HER & SHE L0VES T0 CUDDLE. :D!
She still needs a name though.
I'm thinking either Jade, Sydnie, or something else.
Or Tsuki, Holly said I should name her Tsuki,.
It's a cute name, so maybe.
 
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08:26pm 15/04/2007
 
mood: content
music: Watching Cops.
Today sucks.
It was flooding from the sky all day.
And I've just had to argue with too many people.
It's rediculous.
Especially because a lot of it had to do with online issues.
Lame.
So last night, well, like 12AM, so technically today.?
I wakeup to Stephen in my face.
Rofl.
It was fucking hilarious, but he scared the shit outta me.
I fell asleep at like 10ish.
And he came over I guess.
And I dont even know.
But I wokeup, and there he was in my face, Lolol.
Fucking weird. But he said he knew it'd happen, Idfk.
Anyways,
He woke me up for no apparent reason,
Just because.
Dueschbag.
I love that kid though.
Especially because then he went to Wendys
And bought me a frosty.! :D!
So, I couldn't be mad at him regardless. Haha.
Then when he got back with it,
We started watching some Dave Chappell dvds.
But pretty much I just ate my frosty watching 5 min of it,
And fell back asleep.
Wokeup randomly at like 3ish, and Stephen had fallen asleep on the couch too.
Lol.
I guess he left sometime between like 3:30-4AM.?
I dunno.
Anyways.

TIM MOTHERFUCKING RYAN IS ALIVE.
It's crazy.
He came online today, So I IMed him.
And turns out he was in jail for 4 months.
He said he did 4 months @ myi.
He got arrested for robbing a house on campbell ave.
rofl, and, DIAZ arrested him.
hahahahha.
So now he's @ a group home in Stamford.
But he's allowed to leave, and people can come chill with him there.
And they buy him cigarettes, and he gets a $90 allowance weekly.?
Sounds fine to me, haha.
He's also sober / been sober for 6 months.
But he said he might start smoking weed again, and maybe drinking.
But no hard drugs, at all.
I'm happy for him.
I've known him for a while,
And it's good to see him trying to get his life back on track.

Anyways.
I'm pretty fucking bored.
And I can't even get my kitty today like I was supposed to.! >.<;
Cuz they wouldn't let my sister bring it on the train or somethingg.
Gh333yyyyyy.
Well, I'm gonna' go.
PCE. ♥.
 
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04:59pm 14/04/2007
 
mood: thirsty
music: Homoflow. - DRK.
I haven't updated in a while.
It's pretty much gotten to the point where even if I tell myself I'm going to make an update,
It doesn't happen, Lol.
Eh oh well. Doesn't matter really.
A lot's happened lately I suppose.
Nothing too important really.
Well, some, but I don't even feel like updating.
So this post probably won't be of much.

I did go to the Immortal Technique show @ Toads, 4/2.
Then, April 7th, went to KMK with Chris, Floberg, Krazy, Dibble, & maybe some other people I think.
Saw a lotta people there.
Including SHannon, Jamie, Danielle, Jeff, Ali, and some others.
The KMK show was the shit.
Except the hoodie I wanted was 50$, and I only had $45 left by the time I went to the merch booth.
Oh well, I can't really find it online either, gay.

Anyways.
My birthday was April 9th.
I just remember the whole weekend before my birthday sucking a lot.
Pretty much to the point where I didn't care much about it.
And basically wanted to cancel my party and shit.
But whatever, I'm still having it, Heh.
THen I was rly sick.
Pretty much that weekend until now.
I only went to school on Monday.
TUesday I went to the doctors.
And they gave me some prescription.
For like 875 mg pills.
Which are working miraculously, might I add.
Since I'm practically better. Heh.

So, I went to school on Monday, my birthday, 4/9.
Got kicked outta Mrs Ferriaririairaa's class.
And when I went to the Office, Kati, My probation officer was sitting there.
So she's like, They called you down already.?!
So I had to be like, No, My teacher told me to leave the classroom.
So I had to talk with my P.O. for a bit.
And that stupid bitch, Mrs Fereirieiraa wrote me up a referral and shit.
She's rediculous. Heh.
Anyways. I have Probation on April 18th.
2 days before 420.
And when I was talking to Kati she asked if she were to pisstest me on the spot,
If it'd be clean or dirty.
I explained that it would probably be dirty for the fact that I went to a KMK show that weekend.
She laughed and we talked about KMK briefly. Lol.
She continued by telling me I'll probably endup having to go to classes and shit.
Laaaame. More time consuming shit. Gh3y.

Anyways.
Yesterday was DRK Event 2, of 8.
It was fun.
Good sets.
Skits was there, and so was Matt Royack.
It was craziness.
There were a lotta other people I didn't expect to see there either.
Alcohol + Adderrall = ♥!

And I could actually probably go on forever, now that I started.
But I'm not going to, Because I don't quite feel like it.
However, I quit my Hybrid clan.
I'm not able to be on enough for it.
I used to be really active and stuff so it was fine being the CZ Division Leader.
THen when Chris and I started hanging out more
And going out
And whatever.
I'm just on so much less.
Sooo instead of stepping down, I want to quit.
I'm not gonna let Floberg and whomever else say it,
Say I can't run a division, ANd then If I stepped down,
It'd be proving them right.
So, I figure it'd be better to just leave.
/shrug.
Ohwell. Maybe someday I'll go back.

That's pretty much the extent of my post.
Well, There's a whole lot I could start talking about.
But I knowww someone would reply and go against it.
Lol.
I'll probably make a new LJ soon.
On account of
1.) I don't play cs much lately.
And 2.) People read this one, THat have no business reading.
And then they go and say stuff, and make a big thing outta my entries. :)
 
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Random, I'll update later today maybe.   
03:46pm 03/04/2007
 
mood: bored
music: DRK - R.O.T.S.
XxXJeSSeXx: shes like all up on ________ anyways lol\



LOLOLOL PROBABLY THE BEST THiNG JESSE'S SAiD LATELY.
I ♥ that boy.
 
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08:17pm 26/03/2007
 
mood: aggravated
music: Step Back. - R.I.A.
Sooo I've been thinking a lot lately.
In which, I probably shouldn't,
Because it never endsup good.
But whatever..

Mike and Floberg came over the other day.
And then yesterday Jesse and Floberg came over.
Today Turbert and RJ were gonna', but that didn't endup going throughh.
Lol., Weird kinda'.
Anyways.
Ant and I are kinda' talking again.
Kinda', somewhat.
I dunno.

I can't wait for KMK.
Or Immortal Technique.
^___^
And ICP & Twiztid are touring together again.
They're playing 2 shows, @ The Palladium, 2 days inna row. ;o
I wanna go to atleast one of 'em..
Flo wants to too.
Soo hopefully it works out.

I've started reading again lately.
I used to read a lot.
Then I just didn't rly for a while.
But since Devanna moved in,
She has a lotta books.
And some of them look interesting,
Sooo I've taken up reading again, I guesss.

Kekyo, The puppy, which is half pit half rott.
Is gonna' be fucking huge.
She's already getting big, and She's only 6 months old..
It's gonna' be crazy.

Carl and I have started talking again lately, Kinda'.
Basically since we saw eachother @ Hooters.
But we were kinda' talking again before that.
So yeah, it's cool though.

I go back to school soon.
I kind of can't wait, actually.
I miss school somewhat.
And I miss seeing Stephanie and Maddy.
I go back like in 2 weeks. :D
It should be fun, in some cases.

I went to take my last CAPT thing last week.
Dr. Whitney loves me.
It's kind of sickening.
She's always calling me babydoll and honey and sweetie.
And telling me she loves me and wants to keep me.
Then before I left she was like..
"You have a friend in me. Like in Toy Story.
Well, you've gottta friend in me.
So if you ever need anything,
or a get-outta-jail-free kinda card, You let me know."
It was kinda' creeepy.
But I take back everything mean or rude I've ever said about her.. mostly.
haha. i guess it's cool though.

Hybrid's falling apart.
Bamf, Dipset, Legion, Dee, Carbonz, Job, N!ck, M4, Omerta, Bryan, Angerfist, Ballin, Brace, all left on bad terms.
It sucks.
And OneWingedAngel fucking left too.
That pissed me off.
And I'm losing all my CZ members.
It's pissing me off.
And rly getting to me.
I dunno.
I expected better of BAMF and Dipset and Angel I guess.
Fucking Legion ruined it.
And fuck them.
Cuz then I went on CZ yesterday.
And I was in our Hybrid Pub.
So then Legion, Dipset, Dee, Carbonz, and Bryan came in my pub.
And they were like KITTTYYY<3
I love you.
And they all added <3 kitty to the end of their names..
So it'd be like -=AeG=- Dee <3Kitty
It was kinda sickening.
Because how're they all gonna betray me
And then try being all nicey-nice lovey-dovey.
Motherfucking traitors.
You don't even understand how much this is alll getting to me.
I probably take this shit too seriously.
But you don't understand, Lol.
I don't even mind as much.
But Dipset leaving, really pissed me off the most.
BAMF too. But whatever.
Fuck it, fuck them, we don't need them.
We'll be fine without them.
I just need new members.
We'll recruit the fuck outta CZ
And rebuild shit.
Fuck those jerks.

Atleast I still have spazzy. and faze. and dip. and puppy. and king. and flo. and se7en. and other randoms.

ARGH. And I'm even more pissed he's still trying to talk to me.

d1pseT ___(8:32:19 PM): Hey baby

No you bastard.
Don't try to sweettalk me after ditching us. >.<;

And I'm really at a loss for what else to say.
I could tell you I'm putting myself on a new diet again.
But you wouldn't care much.
Lol.

Pce homie. ♥.
 
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Sooo. Random update I guess.   
12:10pm 19/03/2007
 
mood: hungry
music: none.
I cannot fucking wait for True Colors.
It won't be nearly as fun or as amazing as last year,
And I'd bet anything on that.
Plus now I'm going with a friend or 2,
As where last year I went with my school.
Meaning, GSA, meaning, the lovely Meagan, and Michelle and Kristie and people.
So this year should be interesting.
I'll endup seeing them there anyways, and Sammmyyyy.
Except this year, For the nightly entertainment.
SPW will not be there. :'/
And neither will Anthony Rapp.! hah.
Last year was like REDiCUL0USLY iNCREDiBLE.

So anyways.
St Patrick's Day was on Saturday. ^__^
I went out to lunch with Stephen, David, and my mom.
For Stephen's birthday, Which was Yesterday, Sun. March 18th.
Thennn my mom did a packie run.!
Which was craaazy.
She's never gone into the package store for us.
Boughten crap beer and shit from S&S yes, but not the pk. xD
hahahaha.
So we went to Ye Olde Liquor Shoppe.
Which might I add, is MADDDD cheaper than other stores..
And they were madd cool.
'Cause the 3 of us went in and it was blatant she was doing us a packierun,
But they didn't care, and they helped us.
So yeah. Came home and whatever.
Then I ended up drinking with Stephen, David, Mikey, and Brian.
Not any Brian you're thinking of though.
I barely ever even see the Brian that lives with me either, haha.
So anyways.
We had Henny, Strawberry Vodka, Budweiser longnecks, Budlight longnecks, Smirnoff Green Apple, Smirnoff Raspberry, and there was still some madd old Majorska and Malibu. Lol.
But then I ended up going to hangout with Chris and Garyyy.
So we went to Gary's for a bit.
Then we went to Chris's.

Came home yesterdayyy.
My dad took me to the mall to buy new shoessss.
I got pretty ones. :]
I'm not sure yet if they're too white though.. >.<;
Anyways.
Saw madd people at the mall. >.<;
I hate that.
I just wanted shoes damnit.
But anyways so I saw Jimbo. And I saw Seth & Drew.
And I talked to Deanna for a bit 'cause she was working in Pac Sun.
Andd then Don came into Journey's when I was looking @ shoes.
Soo I talked to him for a bit about some shit.
Probably saw a few people I'm forgetting.

I dunno.
I have school today. o.O;
I didn't do any homework for any teachers.
Soo we'll see what happens..
I was talking to Jessi today.
She was telling me about how she got kicked outta Stles and shit.
Stiles sounds like maddness now. haha.
I'll probably hate it when I go back.
But it should be interesting. I'm pretty anxious actually.
Homebound gets so boring.
Especially now that I don't even have Reynolds coming anymore.
So I can't fuck with him,
And I don't really wanna fuck with my new teacher.
She's extremely boring. It'd be no fun. :/
So I guess Whitney & Olena go there now.?
Along with madd more BLQs.?!
Craaaazy.

Mm so I have a new boyfrienddd nowww. ;o .!
It's craziness..
I think it's good that I now have a boyfriend though.
I was thinking about it the other day and I TECHNiCALLY haven't had a boyfriend...
since like the beginning or middle of last Summer I think..
Which was Arthur. And then that stuff / whatever with Ant happened.
And sooo Arthur & I brokeup.
And then I just had that whole friends with benefits I guess kinda' deal thing.
But we never actually ended up going out.
Even though S000 many friggen people asked if we went out.
Or made comments about it. 'Cause it was basically like we went out.
But it's whatever.
So that lasted like.. Middle of Summer - A few weeks ago.
Or something. Heh.
But now I can say I have a boyfriend.
And it's not just a fuck buddy kind of deal.
Which is what the last boy I was involved with basically seemed like.
'Cause I never even really knew if he actually liked me.
And he barely talked to me about stuff.
But it's cool.
It was fun.
I love that boy to death still. On a friend level.
Which is basically what I mean whenever I say I love someone.
'Cause I don't say it unlesss I mean it usually.
Mm however he just doesn't want much to do with me anymore I guess.
But maybe he'll come around someday & get over it, & then we can be friends again. ^_^

Haha. Wellllll. I have some shit to do.
And I still dunno whether to hangout with Shorty, or Jesse, or Chris today.
We'll see I guess.
Pce nigga. ♥.
 
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11:37am 17/03/2007
 
mood: rushed
music: i hear.. a lawn-mower..
Life's alright lately.
I'm starting not to worry about the stupid shit as much.
I guesss it's better off that way.
Thursday I went to Hooters with Chris and his cousin Steven.
When I walked in Carl saw me so he got up and came to give me a hug.
He was with a whole bunch of people and his brother Dom.
I hadn't seen them in sooo longgg.
So of course I went to go see Dom too.
It was great.
I miss Carl.
And I miss how it was like 2 summers ago or whatever it was.
I loved those parties.
And I loved how things were.
And whom I was friends with / hungout with.
It was great, I had fun, and that's all that matters.
No regrets on any of it. None of it AT ALL. Haha. ;x ;]
Anyways.
Wokeup on Friday and it was like blizzarding.
Soo then Chris and I went to Krazy's to see if he was coming.
Buttt him and Dibble were like passed the fuck out.
So we left and went to Sif's.
Hungout there for a little bit while he got ready and such.
Then we went to the Puppethouse.
Where they talked to Sebastian and that other dude about the next DRK Event and whatever.
Chilled there for I don't even know how long.
The puppets are neat though.
Went to BurgerKing.
The car didn't make it up a hilll.
Brought Sif home.
I came home.
Showered.
When I got outta' the shower Stephen was like under my kitchen sink.
With maddd tools and shit out, and my brother was standing there.
And I was like. . . o___O; Wtf. Lolol.
So apparently Stephen goes to Platt for plumbing.
So he was cleaning our pipes and shit.
So I wokeup today when Stephen came in my house, that bastard.
And now he's in my kichen fixing our pipes and shit.
It's cool though. Even if I was fucking with him a lot.
Lol. Like, Idk, But it's just extremely funny to me.
So I gotta' make fun of him for it.
But atleast I know next time I need a plumber, I don't gotta' blow like 300 bucks and call some guy.
I can just call Stephen across the street & He'll come running over. :D
hahaha I call that kid for everything.
I call him when I can't get through to anyone at my house.
I call him to go to my house.
I called him when therre was a snake in my basement.
I love that kid, haha.
And I love how he always has my back and shit.
Anyways.
I gotta' go.
My mom's taking me David and Stephen out for lunch.
His 16th birthday's tomorrow.
pce fools. ♥.
 
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03:15pm 13/03/2007
 
mood: anxious
music: some movie's on my tv.. o.0;
Sooo I loved yesterday. Haha.
It was greattt.
I ended up picking up Gary and going to the beachhh.
Metup with Jesse, Luke, RJ, Justin, that girl Amber that's friends with Jenny or whatever, and Donald.
I miss hanging out with themmm.
We ended up going to Amber's house.
Anddd so her room was like packed cuz of the madd people in a small area.
Anddd we ended up drinkinggg.
And it was fun.
'Cause it was like Summer @ the beach last year.
But we brought it to Amber's room cuz it was cold and stuff.
Soo Luke, Jesse, Rj and I ended up leaving and going to Adam's and stuff.
Then we went back to her house.
Andd we ended up leaving again except Luke stayed.
Anddd we metup with Turbertttt.
And we hungout for a bit.
Then Chris picked us up and we went to RJ's for a bit.
And it was nice.
And I cannot wait until Summer.
Even though people are already making it seem like summer.
By trying to drink everyday.
And trying to get me to.
goddamn you people.
especially jesse and justin.
alcoholics.
hahaha jk i i <3 them.
and ew today i had to take Capt.
And I wokeup madd late.
But its fine so whatever.
Might drink with some people again today, They're trying. Lol.
I dunno.
but now i'm going to go shower.
PCE.
 
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LET'S GET 0NE THiNG STRAiGHT;   
01:40am 12/03/2007
 
mood: annoyed
music: But Why. - DRK.
i WiLL WRiTE WHAT i WANT.
WHEN i WANT.
AB0UT WHAT i WANT.
AB0UT WH0MEVER THE FUCK i WANT.


Don't bitch at me for it.
Well, You can if you chose to.
But, I personally don't give a shit what you think, Lol.

AND ALS0.
Fuck yourself,
If you're one of the nosey people.
Who insist on knowing,
Who's friends with who anymore.
MiND Y0UR 0WN DAMN BUSiNESS.
And worry about your own goddamn life.
And stop worrying about mine.


THANKS & BYE. ♥.


PS. And if you have something to say.
Regarding ANY of my entries I make.
You can say it in a fucking comment here.
Instead of talking about it to anyone else.
Fuckers.
 
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01:10am 12/03/2007
 
mood: thoughtful
music: idk the name of the song.
I'm bored, kind of.
I dunno'.
It was nice being home today though.
I haven't been home much lately.

Yesterday I helped Devanna and Dave with her room a little bit.
Stpehen came by.
Then I went to Krazy's house with Chris.
Madd people there. ^.^
Sifolis, Dibble, Kryptik, Krazy, Billy, some others.
Hungout, smoked, madd people were talking about how Chris is gay.
It's funny. I love it, Lol.

Anyways.
Today I stayed home.
Crazy shit went down with this dude Ricky..
It was just plain rediculous..
Soo anyways.
Helped Devanna and David clean the floor in Devanna's room.
Madd gross shit on my basement floor.
So we hadda mop and shit.
We're almost done with her room,
Then she can move all her shit in.
Today we accomplished the floors, and putting her bed in.
And getting a rug down. ^_^

Then Stephen came over to chill.
Smoked, sat around, bullshitted.
It was nice.
I miss Devanna.
We don't hangout much lately.
And she basically lives at my house, Lol.
I don't see Stephen much anymore either.
But when I'm home I do, lol.
Soo it was cool.
I love that kid.
Like yesterday, I was talking to some people online.
And he was sitting there watching..
I hate that shit, but it's Stephen, so it's whatever..
And I was talking to Tommy about some shit that's been going on lately.
And Stephen's just like. WH0, WH0 SAiD THAT SHiT
H0W AB0UT i G0 FUCK THEM UP F0R Y0U.
He's so protective, I love it.
He's like a brother to me...
In a rly twisted fucked up way though. ;p

Eh, So I've been talking to Max today.
It's great. I miss that kid.
It's cool that we agree on a lotta' shit.
And have the same views on things.
He works a lot lately.
But it'd be cool to start chilling more.

Dan Turbert called me today, madd random.
We're gonna' start hanging out more too I guess.
I wanna' start hanging out with Holly more too.
I kinda' miss when we were super close.
So we'll probably hangout more.
And I gotta' hangout with Jesse. I miss that kid.
And Vinny and I are supposed to start hanging out more too.

It's kinda' crazy.
I used to hangout with so many people.
Then it got narrowed down.
But I guess I'm supposed to start hanging out with people again.
So it's cool.
I suppose it's not too good to hangout with the same people everyday for months.
I mean, I totally loved it.
Even if it was pretty dull at times.
But I have no regrets.
And everything happens for a reason.

Plus, It's times like these when you realize who your real friends are anyways.
But whatever, I know who's worth it and who isn't.
And I know who'll be there for me, and who won't be.
I'm not stupid.

And so I guess there are rumors going around involving me lately.?
But whatever, it's cool.
Rumors don't get to me.
And personally, I could give a fuck less what people think.
I'm not gonna' go around, worrying about what I do.
And if I do something, who's gonna' say what about it.
People are always gonna' talk.
Especially in WestHaven.
But I don't give a fuck what they say, or think, Lol.
WestHaven residents live & breathe for drama.
It's rediculous.
People in WH are rediculous.
And Ant's rediculous too,
While I'm on the subject of rediculous-ness.
Lololol.
However, with that being said,
I should end this now.

I'm gonna' go play cz..
Pce. ♥.
 
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05:44pm 10/03/2007
 
music: TiNA BEPLER - DRK.
So thing's have been fine lately, I guesss.
Not bad, but like, I dunno'..
It's complicated.
But fuck it, whatever.

Sooo.
Thursday, March 8th was the PuppetHouse show.
DRK, Midi & Codeman, Kryptik, Donnie Menace, Eidolon, Freeze, whomever I'm leaving out..
The night before, Gary, Chris's friend and I ended up sleeping at Chris's.
So he didn't have to drive a lot before the show..
Soo we picked up this other kid, Chris.
And we ended up going up to the puppethouse at like.. 1ish or sometime between 1 -2.
They set up and shit.
I got to meet a bunch of people in the DRK and such.
Made a run to Stop and shop for people.
They ordered pizza.
It was fun.
DRK was fucking amazing. ^__^
Best set of the night too. bwahaha.
So basically we stayed up in VIP most of the time..
Drank.. smoked.. whatever.
Went down for DRK's set, and some of Midi&Codeman, and part of when Don was up..
I bought Gary and I a 30pack of budweiser.
'Cause I'd told him I was buying us one before he leaves for the marines. :D
Sooo yeah.
And he had some apple smirnoff vodka or whatever.

And so apparently there was a line for the bathroom towards the end of the night.
And this chick was waiting in line, and then some dude got in line.
And she started hitting on the guy and shit.
And ended up talking about how we could all just go piss at the same time.
he could use the toilet, she could piss in the sink, and I could piss out the window.?
No idea how that would work, NOT LiKE THERE WAS EVEN A WiND0W IN THAT DAMN BATHR00M.
rofl.
So then this other girl gets in line, I'm assuming she was the chick's friend..
And so then the girl that was talking to me and the dude, her and the guy go in and piss or whateveerrrr.
So then they come out, and the other girl was talking to me.
So we ended up going in to piss together.
It was weird. She was cool though.
We were talkin' and stuff, She came from NewYork to see Sif.
I guess she's known him for a couple years.
And so she's like, do you have a boyfriendd?
So I was like uhh nahh i kinda came with a friend though.
She was there with her boyfriend, Some guy in the DRK, black and white mask from NY..
Then she was like, Idk.! He might get mad I'm going to pee with another girl, But oh well. I dont care.!
She was pretty cool though, She had a neat accent too. xD

Anyways.
That dude Sebastian was just a fucking retard for all the bullshit.
Lol. Charging 7 instead of 5, Trying to kick people out.
In which he so had no right to..
Even when Sif was talking to him.
he was just rediculous.
He got my last 2 bucks that night though. heh.

Anyways. we ended up leaving Gary there.
he went back to Sif's house I guess.
I went to Chris's.
Came home sometime on Friday cuz I was supposed to have Probation 2:30-3:45.
So I was sittin at the computer eating before I was gonna go.
And Kati, my P.O. comes to the dooor...
She thought she wrote for me to come the Friday beforeeee, not this Friday.
But really it was supposed to be this Friday..
So she thought I was trying to avoid her and shit because of the piss tests or something.
But nah we explained shit and she knows it was her fault.
Soo I have to go NEXTTT Friday instead. -.-;

Anyways.
Then later ended up going with Chris to Sifolis' house.
Hungout with him, Gary, and Rob.
And we picked up Billy.
Watched the video of DRK's set.
Left at like 3:30AM. o.0;
Got to Chris's at like 4. ;o
Came home today.

It's weird, I dunno.


So lately there's a lot of fucking bullshit drama too.
How it really started, I don't even fucking know, lol.
Sooo now this kid's mad at me.
And was like, DROP DEAD dont ever talk to me again, blahblahblahblah/
And hes saying I'm completely ditching all my friends and shit.
Which is so not true..
And Matt was pissed at me for a little bit too.
But he's over it, Because he's more mature than that.
But whatever.
I mean, it's cool things are cleared up between him and Chris now.
But he's still mad at me and shit.
And I did absolutely nothing to him.
I know I havent been hanging out with them much lately.
But it's better off like that, And that's just how I need it to be at the moment.
I'm sorry if I'd rather only have 3 months probation,
instead of doubling it to 6 or prolonging it like that.
I can get off in May earliest, why try to keep it until August.?
That'd just be fucking stupid of me, lol.
And also, How would you want me to talk to you,
After you tell me to drop dead and all that gh3y bullshit.
And you threaten my friend with a gun and shit.
LOL, no way, I don't forgive shit like that, THAT easily.
Sorrrrry. Hah.
But whatever.
I mean, I totally dont want to lose him in my life,
but if hes going to be like that,
and no put any effort into trying to be my friend again
Then its whatever, thats completely his decision.
And Ive already stopped being friends with Cody completely.
And I told him never to talk to me again, and I blocked his sorry ass.
Lol. its whatever though, we didnt talk much as of lately anyways. xD
I dunno.
but whatever,
But I'm sick of it all.

and sick of talking about it.
and sick of trying to keep friends.
if someone wants to be my friend again,
that's cool, i'm all for it.
but i'm not gonna' sit there waiting for anyone to come around
and i'm not gonna' feel the same about someone for forever.
so, it's not my fault.
but BLAH, Y0URE ALL GH3Y. ;p
PCE BiTCHES.
 
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i'M FEELiNG YUMMY HEAD T0 T0E; Y0U SEE ME. AiNT G0T N0 PATiENCE S0 LET'S G0   
12:19am 04/03/2007
 
mood: awake
music: YUMMY. - GWEN STEFANi
So I've actually been leaving my house more lately.
And not just going to Ant's either, lol.

I hungout with Chris, and Gary, and Andrew one dayyy.
Went to Gary's house for a bit, then Chris's.
hadda sleepover with Chris&Garrryyy. xD
I wish Gary wasn't going to the marines.. ;/
Fuck that shit.

Anyways.
Went to Holly's one day too.
Hungout with her, her brother Brian, Mikey, and Andrew.
Went to Sam's Club and Party City and stuff.

Andddd I went to Hooters on Thursday with Chris & Gary, and I think his name was Mark, met us there tooo.
Gary reached the 50 mark limit, since it was Thursday it was All You Can Eat wings night I guesss.
So he got his picture taken with the hooters waitress, and its like, "Gary ate 50 wings."
Even though he didn't quite reach 50, almost though. xD
But ohwell. haha.

i was supposed to go to holly's yesterday for chris's birthday party.
but i was already supposed to go to NY for the SPW show.
And Devanna actually ended up being able to go
and i haven't been able to see them in so long
and i rly wanted to go, soo we went.
Missed the train, she endedup driving us there.
Suprisingly we got there right before they started to play. :D
it was a great show. seemed slightly short though..
i liked the club though. ^^
and devanna shared her long island iced tea & her corona with me. xD
and we had a couple beers.

sooo after the show we got invited to go to the afterpartyyyy @ Justin's loft. [lead singer.]
it was also a birthday party for tommy.
soooo we went.
i love the loft.
it's so cute.
i got to sign the wall with a pretty silver metallic marker. bwahhaa. ^.^
and i talked to some dudes.
they seemed cool.
met some people, which is a new thing to me.
i'm not usually quite into that whole going out and meeting new people at a party type deal.
but it's cool i guess.

mm so they so had ssips and vodka. xD
except it wasn't shitty dubra, it was good vodka.
and theere was lemonade and gin and someone brought hypnotiq.
so devanna got rly drunk.
and she kept insisting i danced with her.
but uhm, yeah i don't dance, hah.
but i was pretty drunk i guess.
not hammered..
but drunk enough to the point where after another drink i ended up dancing with her..
i had fun though so its cool.
i don't care what anyone thought really. rofl.
there was some drama, but it's cool.
all in drunken fun i suppose.

i didn't want devanna to drive really.
and this chick that was trying to calm her down and stuff because she ended up getting really worked up
invited us to stay at her place for the night
justin said to trust her, they're friends i guess
and she used to live at the loft and whatever,
she lives with this other chick.
they were cool though.
one of them said everyone was talking about our dancing and we were the "superstars of the dancefloor."
roflmao.
soo we left around 3ish or something i think
walked to the apartment with the 2 chicks.
they were nice.
super pro fem. xD i loved it.
they were cute.
so we talked about some stuff.
hadda beer.
they said they were talking about us when we were dancing
and that they thought we were geniuses.
LOL
they were super amazed that i'm 15
they were in like their late 20's i think and i think one of them might've been 30.
one of em told me i was pretty though. :D haha.
so idr rly.
but one of them asked if i was a lesbian
and i said, no but id say i was bisexual.
and she said hunny aren't we all.
and i'm prettttyyyy sure she was a lesbian.
so i dunno if that means she was implying she thinks i rly am.
but whatever, i so should be.

hah, anyways.
soo we went to bed around 5am.
i wokeup at like 8.
got devanna up at 9.
we left, got lost driving home.
got home around like 12 or so.
i took a nap like 3-6pm.
pretty much did nothing.

chilled with stephen and dave for a bit.
i'm bored.
i guess i should go to sleep.
i'll update like tomorrow.
quite possibly with interesting stuff instead of what i've done lately. xD
 
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01:56am 27/02/2007
 
mood: tired
music: Step Back. - R.I,A,
Today was pretty damn boring.
It was a snowday, no school.
Soo I didn't have to meet that new bitch that's supposed to be coming to my house ^^..
to be my homebound teacher 3 days a week, till 4th marking period starts.. >.<
Eventually Devanna came over,
And we cleaned some of the last shit outta' the room in my basement..
There's just a few more things to get out,
And then we gotta' clean the floor good.
And then she can move in. ;o
Really it should only take, not very long at all. ^____^
It'll be great when she lives here. ;]
Anyways afterwards I went back to her house for a few.
Got to see her sister Niko. ^^
Z0MG she got this new puppy, and it's SUPER tiny.
And really cute and fluffy and spazzes a lot. ^__________^;
Hadda beer, smoked a blunt on the way home.
Sat outside my house in the car and talked for a bit.
Now I'm bored.
Extremely bored, and pretty tired.
I wanna' dye my hair again.
Highlights.
I've done it madd times, and now I'd just letten my natural color grow back in.
But I'm bored with it already. ;/
I'm thinking either pink, red, or purple.
Most people are telling me red.
Some say pink.
And a few said purple.
>.<;
I hate decisions.
I'll probably go with red or pink though.
Ew, And I was supposed to call back my probation officer today, Kati Apuzzo.
I kinda' forgot, Kinda' didn't have her number and stuff.
Ohwell, She'll probably call me back or something I guess..
Eh. I'm gonna' go to bed, pce.
 
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05:12pm 25/02/2007
 
mood: uncomfortable
music: Liar Man. - DRK.
I'm rly bored.
I barely ever write in this thing anymore. Heh.
But oh well, whatever.

I still hurt.
I went to NewYork Monday morning.
And came back Wednesday night.
It was like a 3 and a half hour drive or so.
Chris [Dickerman] picked me up.
Followed by Drew.
Then Drew picked up Brian aka Bowser.. & Henry,
Chris and I followed.
Chris probably pissed like 20 times on the drive up. xD

So anyways.
We stayed at Drew's mom's trailor out in the middle of nowhere in like, Glens Falls, NY.
Or something, Idk, UpUpUpState NY though.
NY had like 3 ft of snow though. :D
Basically made up for all the snow I didn't get to see or play in this winter,
Since CT blows and managed to have like no snowdays.

So we get there and Chris takes a shit and noone knows how to flush the weird toilet.
Cuz Drew went to the store or something, Idr.
It was one of those septic tank idk weird toilet things.
And of course I had to piss.
So I had to tread through the 3 ft of snow to go piss in the woods.
So basically we just watched tv the first night.
Bullshitted and whatever.
They shot eachother a lot.
They'd brought an airsoft pellot gun, a bebe gun, and a paintball gun.

So Drew slept in his parent's room.
Brian and Henry slept on one of the foldout bed couches.
And Dickerman and i had the other couch bed thing.
I supposed I wokeup everyone at like 8:30/9ish am.
Even though it really wasn't my fault, lol.
Chris was already awake, and I desperately tried to climb around Henry&Brian's bed,
Without having to step on them or even on the bed.
But nope they wokeup. xD
So then Drew wokeup when I opened the trailor door to go outside and smoke a bogie.
hahaha oh well. :D

Then Tuesday we went snowboarding @ West Mountain.
From like, 12-4ish.
Chris had to sign as my guardian for the board rentals and shit since I'm under 18. o.0;
West Mountain is apparently bigger than Mount Southington in CT and yeah.
Biggg fucking mountain.
And I had to learn to snowboard on it.
I fell a fuck load.
Took some nice tumbles.
Sat in the snow a lot.
Fucked Chris's leg up when we were getting off the ski lift. ;x
Haha. oh well, he'll live.

Then we went for pizza.
Tried going offroading somewhat.
Listened to Chris freestyle over Tech N9ne and shit.
About everyone.
Henry, Me, Brian, Drew, Drew's Girl, His Exes, Floberg, RJ, Ant, a lotta' people.
Lol, They're funny though.
Most of the time..

Anyway then we went back to the trailor.
We were beat as hell.
Well, minus Brian since he stayed @ the trailor while we went to the mountain.
He ended up spending his money on paintball shit or something.
We watched Accepted.
Bullshittted, whatever.
Slept.

Wednesday, Chris and I left around 1ish or something for the drive back to CT.
Got lost somewhat at some point.
Whatev though, I got home around 5ish or something.

It was fun, sometimes.
Sometimes just fucking weird, Like Henry, hah.

Then Thursday I had to go to my Uncle's for my brother's birthday.
His Birthday was Friday, 23rd.
So we went there,
It ended up being
Me, Cara, Rich, Devanna, Dave, Brian, My mom, My uncle, My aunt, and Auntie Ellie.
A lotta fuckin' food.
Got home around 11ish or so.

Friday I had court @ 10AM.
Almost fell twice walking form the CVS parking lot, to the courthouse.
Because of the fucking ice on the sidewalks. xD
Probably was the shortest I'd had to wait in court though.
I got out at like 11AM. o.o;
Soo basically they just wanted to see my pretty face in court again. ;]
Hah, not rly.,
But it was absolutely pointless.
Said the same thing, maximum 6 months probation.
But, I can get off in the minimum of 3 months,
At the discretion of my probation officer depending how shit goes with probation.
Then they proceeded to tell me things I already know.
About how I could be put on house arrest, and curfews, and juvie and blahblahblah.
I didn't call Kati back though.
So I gotta' wait to call her on Monday.
Hopefully she won't want to see me the day of.
Otherwise, I'll be screwed a bit.

Anyways.
Went to Ant's later that day, chilled with him and Floberg.
RJ gave us a ride to smiles.
Went there, hadn't been there in a month or something.
It was alright.
But it was fucking cold out.
So everyone was smoking in those little lobby doorway things.
They were like baked, between cigarettes and potsmoke.
People still drink there a lot.

Ricky was really drunk.
He said some really weird things to me as well.
Hitting on me and shit. lawl. ;3
So anyways.
Ricky and LT apparently had problems with eachother.
LT was kinda' being a bitch and didn't wanna fight or anything.
Even though Ricky was being really obnoxious about it.
If anyone did that to me, that's when you fucking punch them, lol.
So then LT let Ricky hit him like twice.
And the second time LT went to block it kind of and Ricky hit him and LT like bit the metal bar on the chair.
Soooo his tooth fell out, or something.
And it chipped one of his other teeth or something, gross.

Kinda' missed going to smiles a bit.
It was actually okay this time.
Not as boring as it was for a bit.
But whatever.

Then yesterday, Saturday, Mike invited me to a party @ his house in Milford.
Sooo I invited Floberg and Ant. :D
He picked us up, Mcboobs was with him, lawl. xD
Got to his house and it ended up being only us 3, Mike, J-Sins, Ken, and Danielle.
Danielle left not long after.
Ken left later.
Mike gave me ant and flo a ride home around 12ish.
It was straight.
J-Sins and Ken are fuckin' hilarious.

Anyways.
That's my life story as of lately.
Somewhat.
Then again, not really.
Whatever, bye.
 
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Long time no updatee...   
10:36am 07/02/2007
 
mood: thoughtful
music: Stupid Girl. - Cold
So yeah. Idk.
I haven't updated in almost a month..
So I figured I would. /shrug.

I had my first probation appointment like, January 27th, last week.
had to go to Whalley again for it.
I have Kati Apuzzo.
She's alright
Floberg had her.
And I think Ant or Max or RJ did, Idr who.
Anyways.
basically she just asked a whole bunch of questions.
I just don't like the mindgame type crap they seem to try and pull.
or some of the questions.
because I just don't know how to answer them..
I'm like. . . . . UHHHHHHHHHH. . .

But that computer test thing was funny.
It read like 50 questions out loud, and I hadda answer Yes/No based on the past couple of months.
It had some rediculous ones that sounded hilarious when read aloud.
Like.. "Have you given up hope.?"
"Have you felt, that life is not worth living.?"
"Have you ever been raped.?"
Omg, I wa dying with some of them.
I was srsly LOL-ing.
in the room, alone, with ppl walking by.
But whatever.
I lied on like half of them.
Otherwise they'd probably tell me I had some crazy problems.
Which I don't need. Heh.

Next time I have to see her is February 23rd, 10PM, @court on Whalley..
Which is also my brother's 18th birthday, LOL.
And last time I was at court, I saw Jenny & that Amber chick and their parents.
For some stupid dog kicking shit or something.? lol.?

Anyways. I haven't done much lately.
Same old same old.
Go to Ant's, hangout with him and Floberg.
Sometimes RJ.
Once inna' while Max.
Jesse too, once inna' blue moon.

But I had people over for SuperBowlSunday.
roflmao.
Not that I watch or even remotely like watching football..
But it was a reason to have a party and get drunk I suppose.
Anthony, RJ, Floberg, and Clayton come over.
And I hadda go pickup Jesse cuz his brother didn't endup having a car or something anymore.
Soo it was the 5 of us.
And like a liter of bacardi 151, a liter of goldschlagger, and a pint of malibu.
Caribou Louuu.<3
Clayton was only there to like smoke a blunt and get the pocketbike though.
Then his brother came n got him.

Jesse ended up throwing up. xDDD
Floberg tried numerous times but he hadn't eaten so nothin' came up.
Lolol.
I still got some of that alcohol at my house actually. lawl.
Then Stephen and Dave came by later.
hahahhaa.

Then yesterday I went to Ant's at like, 7 or 8 cuz I couldn't get a ride till then. >.<
Was there till about 12ish or so....
Then I went to my sisters.
Chilled for a bit then slept.
Then when my mom got outta work this morning
We went to Friendlys for breakfast at like 8 or somethin'.

Anyways.
There's these 2 people,
That I've been thinking about lately.
Not at the same time either, oddly.
Just randomly.
but I miss them kinda'.
But it's whateva'.
/shrug.

There's actually a couple other people I miss hanging out with or talking to as well..
I miss Lexyyyy.
And others. ;p

I was supposed to hangout with Holly&Katie a couple times.
But it didn't endup happening.
But I guess it'd be cool to.

And Mark keeps trying to get me to hangout with him and like that crew.
Like him, Dan, Brian, Chris, Matt, whomever else.
I want to.
The days just never seem to workout.
I'm supposed to hangout with Dan Barletta and Brian too.
But that doesn't seem to workout either.
Hopefully we'll all just hangout on the same day, So it's easier..

And I miss Tommy.
But we're talking a lot online right now.
Which is crazy, 'cause we don't usually talk.
But it's fine. I miss that kid.

Well. Idk. But I gotta' go do some crap for CZ and 1.6 and stuff.
PCEOUTGiRLSC0UT.

PS WHiLE i'M @ iT, i MiSS GiRLSC0UTS. :D!
 
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12:38pm 15/01/2007
 
mood: bored
I haven't done much of anything lately.
I don't do a whole lot ever, I suppose.
It's annoying, but at the same time, I loveeee itttt.
Basically I've just been at Ant's with him and Floberg. And Will sometimes.
Or occassionally someone else or a few others.

My Friday.?
Went to Ant's.
Hungout with him and Floberg.
I believe BlackWill may have been there that day.
/shrug.
Idr. Idk. Don't really care.?

Saturday.?
Went to Ant's.
Hungout with him, Floberg, and Jesse was actually there.
Jesse hadn't really been at Ant's for like 2 weeks or something.
It's always the same people..
RJ hasn't really been there lately either.
Will was there for a bit too.
But whatever, it's cool.
I like hanging out with only a few certain people.
Big groups are cool sometimes, but ehhh.
Anyways.
It's been all gross and rainy and shit lately.
And then Devanna fell asleep and never came to get me..
I had talked to her at like 11ish.
So Floberg started walking at like 12:30 since I'd have to go to my sister's.
But I ended up stayed at Ant's till like 2AM anyways. . . .
Then I walked down to my sister's.
And on the way there, that weird house thing, next to the laungry mat at the end of Ant's street.
There were these 2 guys out there.
So when I walked by they like stared me down.
And one of em was like heeeey.
So I was like. Uhhhh Hi. And kept walking.
Wtf, it's 2AM, I didn't wanna' get raped or something, lolol.
So then they're talking and he's like.. DANA.!
So then he's like WAIT.! I DON'T BITE.!
So I stop walking and I'm like uhhhh. who are you.
And he was like
I went to your birthday partyyyyy.
So I was like uhhhh I don't remember you... Who are you..
So he's like. It was fun.! Remember people putting the mattresses and jumping down from the 2nd floor.?! And then it got busted by the cops.!
So I was like Yeahhh.. good party.. I still don't remember you.
So then he was like ohh well, I'm your friend on MySpace. And I guess I'm kind of friends with Gary Devlin, I went with him.
So I was like oh.. gary, cool. uhhh i'm gonna' go now..
And So I went to my sister's,
And then my mom ended up coming to get me.
That guy was pretty fucking random, lawl.

Sunday..
Oddly enough..
I went to Jessi Duane's at like 2/ 3ish.
With DanielTurbert.
Hungout with him, her, and Shorty.
It was nice,
I hadn't hungout with Jessi in madddd long.
Shorty's been around lately somewhat.
Like she'd come hangout with us at Ant's or RJ's.
And Susan Smith came over Jessi's.
Then Dan and I left around 6 or 7ish.
I went to Ant's and hungout with him and Floberg.
Will too.
Then I went to my sister's.
Hungout with her, Carol, Joe, Steve, and Steven.
It was straight.

I'm bored. My life has been somewhat boring lately.
I need some excitement in my life.
Amuse me, please.
 
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10:27am 09/01/2007
  I'm bored,
It's cold.
I just want my fucking internet to fucking work godddamnit.
I have to go on my brother's pc.
When he lets me, which is rare.
And on the desktop I'm on right now,
I can't even fucking play counterstrike.!!!1111 >;o! ;_;
It's been like a week.
I need to play cs.
I need to scrim.
I need to play with Hybrid, wtfbbq.
Lolol.

So my sister's new apartment is fucking AMAZINGGG.
I absolutely lovelovelove itttt.
It's across from Max. :D!
Which is grreeeatttt.
And Grillos is close.
And I can buy from like anyone working in Grillos.
And the Wine Press is like right there too.
Along with Bao's, and the rest of Campbell Avenue.
I love ittttttttt.
Plus it's basically one HUGGGEEE room,
And when I say huge, I mean fucking HUGE.
Liiike, 2 of Ant's porches. Maybe 3. Haha.
And so lately I've been over there somewhat.
I hangout with Carol, my sister's roommate, when my sister's not there.
I get them pot.
I sleepover.
We smoke, bullshit, play videogames, eat, bullshit, whatever.
It's fun, I love it.
This summer'll be great.
I was talking to Carol about ideas for the apartment and shit.
And it's going to be fucking awesome.
And they're gonna' put in a bar and shit hopefully. ^^
I'm thinking I might keep my $420 bong there when I get it.
'Cause I'm like always at Ant's or her house anyways.
Which are madd close. Lol.

Anyways.
I love Nigga.
Nigga is the kitty that someone lost I suppose.
And it kept coming to RJ's house.
And I was gonna' bring it home with me 'cause RJ's mom was gonna' bring it ot the pound.
But Ant wanted it.
So I carried it to his house for him.
It slept so cute with us like the whole first night. xD
And Idk why it's named Nigga. . . Lol.
Jesse kept telling me to name it when we took it into RJ's on NewYears.
But I kept telling him it looks exactly like my old cat, Zoey, soo I can't name it. Lol.
So we just decided to call it nigga.
Whatever, And it's a girl too.
Even though so many people call it a him or he.
Lol. It is CLEARLY a girl.. >.>;

Anyways.
I have a lot to say lately.
But I suppose I'll finish this later.
'Cause now Dave's up.
And I just RLY RLY want to play cs.
♥.
 
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03:49am 01/01/2007
 
mood: irritated
Things are okay lately I guess.
I suppose I'll just update for my weekend.

Friday.
Pickeed up Floberg and Ant.
Went to Rick's hotel party @ the econo lodge.
it was bascially like..
mike breuschia, rick, sean smith, dom derosa, nick derosa, billy andrews, some kid chris, rick's girl lauren, matt daegle, maybe a couple other people.
stephen and dave went later on
we left by like 9ish
went to ant's
and shit.
whatever.
i got home around 2 or 3am.

Saturday.
Went to see my sister's new apartment with her and her bf rich.
He was in WH for the weekend to see her.
It's pretty nice at the apartment.
She lives like almost exactly across the street from Max.
So I can see like..
Max's house. the restaurant. Wine Press. Grillos. Everything.
From inside the window, its great, lolol.
Got us a packie run for new years.
But then I had to go with my sister, rich, and david to my uncles.
In like north haven or something.
For his birthday. gaaay.
family parties blow. >.<;
got home around 12 maybe
passed the fuck out.

Sunday.
stayed home and played cs till like 4:30ish.
just about everyone was on all morning/afternoon. xD
then went to rj's and shit
when i got there it was rj, jason, floberg, katie, and sammy.
chilled and shit
turbert and brandon and jesse showed up
katie and sammy left eventually.
then mikey and black will came.
and ant and clayton finally came.
so we started drinking and shit
later on rachel, amber, and brodia showed up
then rj's mom got mad eventually cuz it got loud
so she wanted everyone to leave
so everyone left
except like.. me, floberg, clayton and jesse
but then we all ended up leaving anyways
walked to walgreens.
metup with shorty..
met back up with turbert and brandon lol
then floberg and i walked to my sisters apartment
eventually everyone ended up walking down that way actually lol
soo we were outside there for a bit
then everyone left
i had to call my mom to get my brother
because he was like shitfaced drunk, slurring and shit.
madd funny though, in a way, i guess.
slightly irritating though. heh.
so my mom picked me up eventually
then we picked up stephen and david
came back to my house
played cs and shit.
anyways.
im home.
it's 4AM.
it's now 2007.
i've thought a lot lately..
and trying to figure out my new years resolution..
if i'm gonna' have one this year..
i've thought about a couple..
but i'm not sure which one i'd actually be able to keep..
eh, idk, i'll try and think of something.
but for now,
i'm going to bed.
i'm sick of today already.
goodnight.
 
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